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i cant wait to get old and die

by fryd

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take me home guide me home the moon has her place so do i is it heaven or hell i dont know i dont care just take me away from here take me home guide me home take me to church and slaughter me at the altar it all has a place as do i is it heaven or hell i dont know i dont care just take me there
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er det sidste gang
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in the basement of dark beton the oracle lay i turned them on told me id live to see 100 summersuns 100 first snows and maybe more i said what will become of me ? i said do u not know more of me ? they said to me i would live a 100 years or more i turned them off since then i have filled my lungs with ash since then i have poured acid in my mouth i have seen ufos and i have seen the face of god and i have gone south i still believe the oracle spoke true i still believe the oracle spoke true i still believe the oracle spoke true
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ill walk until my legs grow old last time i was gone for three hours this time i was gone for five next time ill never come back
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for dinner tonight i ate a whole potato my dad asked me if i could let it go i count the rice before i can get a single one down and i think a lot about that i could drown im scared of touching marbles and im scared of biting sand and the thought of eating rocks makes me tremble in my hand and im naked and im counting my ribs on the bathroom floor and i make sure i remembered to lock the door im not so good at writing im not so good at writing im not so good at telling my mom how im doing and im not so good at staying alive staying alive i could have had a friend i guess but i didnt know that at the time i didnt know that people dont really matter and cant hold me up to beat so i did it myself and i decided not to eat im still scared of watching teeth touch and im scared of eyes and tongues and im scared of hugging anyone but my mom and when she told me that she loved me i didnt know what to do so i burned all of her drawings and i sat on the roof and im not so good at writing im not so good at writing im not so good at telling my mom how im doing and im not so good at staying alive staying alive and i punish myself for being alive and i deny myself air for being so tired and i cannot see when youre looking at me and im in the front seat and i cannot eat
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youre an angel oh my god i can see you when you touch me oh my god i can really see theres a thundercloud in the sky oh my god i can see you when you touch me oh my god i can see you thunderstorm in my face
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well i have seen ufos and i have seen the face of god but i didnt call the fbi i just sat me down and cried instead i guess they got to my head and i am so scared of the dark but now when its snowing and i got you by my side im ok im ok im ok im so blessed to have to have two angels guarding me its too bright its too bright there are lights in the sky theres a wasp on the wall theres a man at the door and i cant leave my bed anymore so im hoping itll all go away and i look upon the moon tonight for so long shes been guiding me home and im almost home now im home i dont mind the cold i dont mind i dont mind the cold i dont mind i dont mind i dont mind
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im not so scared anymore
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morissey plays on your headphones in a state of bliss i know he speaks to you i know he speaks to you and when i breathe then i pray for the light i say thank god the goddess has shown me the way oh lady of the night i bless your name oh lady of the moon i bless your name for what would i be if not alive what would i be if not alive how could i then how could i then how could i then tell me how could i wish to be dead
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when i saw my hands for the first time i thought im so happy i can see when i saw my face i said i said to myself i can do this
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hearts bleed more than fingers do so cut off a finger or two and expect me to survive i will
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i cant wait 01:52
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crawl out of the window in the morning and my mind moving so slow and i love it every sparkle in the sun caress my sweet face and i feel so small and i love it every leaf turns its face to me to breathe every sparkle in the sun is just for me i am one with the crumbles in my sleeve and i forgot while i was watching tv

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released January 25, 2015

cover art by : calvin angel bambi scully (godzilla)
everything else by : fryd

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